Day 52 - 21st Feb

Tuesday -

Ok so how do I feel today? Set my alarm for normal time. Ping - and I feel shit, emailed work & went back to sleep. Stayed in bed, watched Ipad stuff, a film and read the Sunday Times from cover to cover, which actually was a really good read.

PM - Had a bath and felt a little better, although head feels like it is in a vice & still haven't really progressed down the food path. A small bowl of porridge...

Eve (OMG I am possessed by the Devil Himself)
Christ almighty what an evil and vile person I have been to DW. He came round to make some pancakes and generally be an all round nice chap and I am the women from the Exorcist!! Angry, Argumentative, miserable, not talking...blah blah blah. I knew I was felt like this, during the afternoon I felt really pissed off, thought it was down to being ill but no, it feels like a bad case, a very bad case of PMT (However not had one of these episodes since I was in my teens and in the middle of my pill) .
There lies the problem, thank you to wonderful world of science who make these little easy to swallow pills that ' CAUSE WOMEN TO BECOME PEOPLE FROM HELL'!!!! I know there could be some side effects of taking the contraceptive pill, mood swings were one of them. I did not like myself, it was horrible to behold and DW got a bashing. I hope I don't have one of those days again, I can't cope, it is not me at all.

Apologies to DW, who took it all in his stride....shouldn't have had to deal with that shit

Keeping an eye on reaction to pill moving forward if I become another Banshee, it's off to the Doctors I go and sort me out with something else.

Forgive me father for I have sinned and burn me on the stake....crikey

Good riddance to Tuesday 21st Feb 2012.